This game is just a fucking disaster now. The pawns are hopeless, Elyse is gone and I basically have no choice but to go back to Kim. How can I get Kim to trust me after all the shit I pulled. I tried to explain myself, rather truthfully, I was pissed, I felt outcasted, I outted my alliance with Coach, who has told me he is going to quit the game tonight anyway, so I have nothing to lose there. The problem is now its still hard to trust me, so I have a catch, a dirty one.
Kim doesn't know I recorded our skype calls, now I have record of all the alliances and all the things I had been saying, and I told her if I am voted out, they will be released. This scared her, and she went on about how she never consented to being recorded (when we had spoken about this.. more than once pre-game, and she never said ANYTHING of the sort). So we get into a roundabout discussion on how I shouldn't do that and how she never told me she had any objections and in a way seemed to even encourage it I felt.
The fact Kim is scared of the Skype calls being released helps me, its blackmail/extortion, whatever you wanna call it. She did the same to me in SI-1, so I have one-upped her. I made a proposition to her that she do her best to keep me alive AT LEAST to the merge. I said once the merge hits I won't use any drastic measures, but for now I have to.
The issue is here at this point, friendships and trust that will be obliterated by this would be truly dissappointing. How do you balance that with the game. It can be quite difficult. I don't know what else to do at this point. If you can't beat them, join them I guess. Kim Powers (Kimmyxxsurvqueen) is available 11:35 am
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Ted Rogers 11:35 am
whats up, i got you msg was on phone last night
we should talk when you get the chance, I have an idea for us
Kim Powers 12:07 pm
Sorry at work
Here now though
You here?
Ted Rogers 12:07 pm
u on a phone then
Kim Powers 12:07 pm
Yes
Ted Rogers 12:08 pm
oh heck, well when u will be home from work
Kim Powers 12:08 pm
Like 9 lol I'm here now
Kim Powers 12:09 pm
Why are you talking shit on me to everyone?
Ted Rogers 12:09 pm
I need people to think im against you or im done on this tribe
Kim Powers 12:10 pm
And that makes it okay? Everyone thinks I'm in the pre game alliance that doesn't even exist
Ted Rogers 12:11 pm
We are fine for now, but there's no telling on the next swap
Kim Powers 12:12 pm
Okay what's your idea
Ted Rogers 12:12 pm
the problem after all that has gone down I dunno if you DD Miki will want be back again
but I have an idea
well, the one good thing that came out of all the shit past couple rounds
people now think am against you
Kim Powers 12:13 pm
I think you're against me now as well
Ted Rogers 12:14 pm
the bad thing I lost a lot of trust on your side's end
I can see why, but you will want to work with me again and try to put the past behind us, otherwise things will get worse, especially if I get voted out
Kim Powers 12:15 pm
What?
Ted Rogers 12:16 pm
this was why it sucks you're on a phone
Ted Rogers 12:16 pm
but i'll try to explain
Kim Powers 12:17 pm
Is that a threat?
Ted Rogers 12:17 pm
my proposition is we put the past behind us with Judd, Sandra..being placed on this retarded tribe, and the shit I spread about you and start fresh
but if I am voted out, I do have an insurance policy, so I know you will have to trust me, which will make this work
Ted Rogers 12:18 pm
otherwise at this rate we will both end up pre-jury, we're gonna have to work together
Kim Powers 12:20 pm
How can I trust you though? I still honestly don't even know what I did to you
I didn't put you on that tribe
Ted Rogers 12:22 pm
it was about how you and Judd treated me and being on this tribe, but we will put it behind us. My real beef has always been with your strange change of heart towards Sydney
Do you remember Season 1, when u threatened to tell DD who I was if u got voted out...which I never had intention of voting you out of anyway
Kim Powers 12:23 pm
So you're threatening to tell people shit even though you already have
Ted Rogers 12:23 pm
I havent even hit the tip of the iceberg, I spilled minor things
Kim Powers 12:24 pm
So if you're voted out on that tribe than how is that in my control?
Ted Rogers 12:24 pm
I have our skype calls recorded, the 2nd in particular me and you discuss EVERYTHING. If I am voted out, I would post the links to them, thats my insurance.
The Penagon, the alliances...its all in there, and not disputable. If I really wanted you out, I would have shown that, but i've only said relatively minor things so far
Ted Rogers 12:26 pm
obviously, its not the best way to conduct an alliance, but there is so much distrust now between us its the only way we can build it up with my assurance I wont be blindsided
I only wanted to blow off steam and make my tribe think I am not with you at all
Kim Powers 12:28 pm
You didn't answer me
I can't control what happens on that tribe
Ted Rogers 12:29 pm
I won't be voted out on this tribe I dont think
its when the swap does inevitably happen
we can either be at war, or work together and no one now would suspect
I think the latter is in both our self interests atm
Kim Powers 12:30 pm
Seriously though, how can I trust you?
You could've told me your plan ahead of time
Kim Powers 12:31 pm
I didn't treat you bad at all I don't think when Sandra went, hence why I wanted to Skype. It was more me begging than anything
Ted Rogers 12:32 pm
I was furious with the way things happened there, for now on we'll need to communicate better
and Judd will need to exercise some self control
Ted Rogers 12:33 pm
and I thought I was thrown on this tribe cause of that
Kim Powers 12:36 pm
No lol I didn't even know you were on that tribe until I got out of the shower
Ted Rogers 12:36 pm
that was DD's mistake I guess...I told her im cool with her
Kim Powers 12:37 pm
I still don't know what exactly pissed you off though with me. I still really don't understand at all. I didn't even talk to you the day of the Sandra vote other than a few PMs
Ted Rogers 12:38 pm
Judd's yelling at me, and your defending shadow after, and then the tribe, the 3 of them together
Ted Rogers 12:41 pm
I felt like a sitting duck on my tribe and needed to do something drastic
Kim Powers 12:43 pm
I'm not defending shadow. There's 25 people left. It's still extremely early. Why vote out someone that will vote with us for now?
Ted Rogers 12:44 pm
You too defensive of him, me you and Miki came in against him, I even said to you I'd understand if we are just using him for now for our benefit and then you were like No, I actually im fine with him/like him, which was wtf
so theres that, and being bitched at hours and then being thrown on a reject tribe, what was I supposed to think..what would u think?
Kim Powers 12:46 pm
I said I was fine with him now meaning we don't hate each other. I never said anything about liking him
Kim Powers 12:46 pm
And you also have to see where I was coming from. You lied to me about the coach vote and saved someone who openly said he doesn't trust me
Everyone thinks you and him are a thing now
Ted Rogers 12:47 pm
I PMed you back I heard it was Sandra, I shoulda said I changed the vote to her
and I tried to change it again after the deadline
that day I was having AIM issues
Kim Powers 12:48 pm
I know but it seemed weird to me. I thought you would've fully been on board with voting coach cause he's a major threat that will never work with us
Ted Rogers 12:50 pm
I came in hoping to weaken Shadow with you and Miki, and he was heavily against her.
But what I realize especially with the Sandra thing is you had her 0 on your list of people to work with and you still did, you will work with people u dont like for the greater good, I wasnt thinking like that
I was just thinking she's with Shadow she had to go
I guess I'm still not used to this us working with shadow business
Kim Powers 12:53 pm
I just feel like you have to be adaptable you know?
I try not to hold grudges against anyone
Especially because all day I was told they were voting me
So what other choice did I have?
I would've voted with majority if I knew the vote was Sandra
Ted Rogers 12:55 pm
I know, but even if I told you thought it was gonna be you still, cause someone said that. I think they did at first and it switched over to Sandra
I pushed for her
which was also why I was a little pissed cause I felt I saved you and you and Judd didnt appreciate it but I get it looking back
if i vote coach u woulda been safe too
Kim Powers 1:03 pm
I literally thought until five minutes before that I was the vote
Cause that's what coach told Eliza
Ted Rogers 1:06 pm
this game has had way too much drama already
I wanna go back on Kudumu again
Kim Powers 1:06 pm
So now what
Ted Rogers 1:08 pm
well I already suggested a plan, best one I could think of for us
Ted Rogers 1:11 pm
I know its an awkward situation
Kim Powers 1:11 pm
Weren't you working with Elyse?
Cause I don't like her but I don't care if you were working with her
Well against me I care but otherwise I wouldn't care
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Ted Rogers 9:45 pm
got something for ya if you're home
Kim Powers 9:46 pm
home!
Kim Powers 9:49 pm
?
Ted Rogers 9:49 pm
ok
here's your proof, the 37 minute is the particular one
soundcloud.com/chichi-dbz dont ask why I am Chi-Chi,
Kim Powers 9:54 pm
I never doubted you had it
Ted Rogers 9:55 pm
nothing we can do with the tribes as they are
Kim Powers 9:57 pm
I'm willing to work something out
Ted Rogers 9:57 pm
same
Kim Powers 9:58 pm
you have to understand my hesitation though
Ted Rogers 9:58 pm
oh of course I do
it wont be good for you if I go home though, thats the only thing, but if I stick around I am with you, we just had disagreements
Kim Powers 9:59 pm
I have nothing to do with what goes on on your tribe
considering they all hate me
Ted Rogers 10:00 pm
ill assume if I go home you had nothing to do with it
Kim Powers 10:01 pm
okay…hopefully you don't
Ted Rogers 10:01 pm
that does sound awfully susicpicious, dont get any crazy ideas
Kim Powers 10:02 pm
if I tried anything they wouldn't listen to me anyway
don't worry
Kim Powers 10:09 pm
to be honest
idk why you did that
without telling me
Kim Powers 10:16 pm
you there?
Ted Rogers 10:16 pm
yea
Kim Powers 10:19 pm
I don't really feel comfortable with everyone hearing my voice…hence why I don't Skype with many people
thats like personal shit
Ted Rogers 10:20 pm
we spoke pre-game about it
Kim Powers 10:20 pm
no
you said
you didn't know how
and would let me know if you figured it out
Ted Rogers 10:20 pm
I said it'd be cool to figure it out and post in our confessionals
u never said not to
Kim Powers 10:21 pm
you said you'd tell me if you did!
Ted Rogers 10:21 pm
sorry
Kim Powers 10:21 pm
so I never said it was okay
Ted Rogers 10:22 pm
u shoulda told me u had been against it when I first mentioned the possibility
Kim Powers 10:22 pm
I thought you would have let me known like you said
and you never said anything when we did skype
so I just assumed you didn't figure it out
Kim Powers 10:24 pm
I wouldn't care if you had conversations or whatever….thats one thing
recording me without my consent is another
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Ted Rogers 10:25 pm
I can't undo it now
u shoulda told me right away u had a huge objection to it, we're just going in circles
Kim Powers 10:25 pm
no were not
I thought you wouldn't figure it out
and never told me you did
I would've objected to it right away
if I knew you knew how
Ted Rogers 10:26 pm
if u had a huge objection u should have told me not to even think about it
u wanted to wait until after I figured it out to tell me no
Kim Powers 10:27 pm
again as a friend I thought you would've told me
you never did
knowing now that I have a problem with it should be enough if you are a friend
if a game is that important than so be it
but this is kind of personal shit
I only have ever skyped with like 5 or 6 orgers
Kim Powers 10:28 pm
cause I don't like that stuff
Ted Rogers 10:29 pm
I never would have guessed u seemed to want to skype, this is the first time I am hearing all this stuff
Kim Powers 10:29 pm
because I'm comfortable with you
not others
I don't even know these people
Kim Powers 10:31 pm
wait
did you post that in your confessional?
the Skype call
Ted Rogers 10:32 pm
only the 2 minute
Kim Powers 10:32 pm
DUDe
wtf
why the hell didn't you tell me
Ted Rogers 10:32 pm
seriously, this is the first time u objected to any of this
ill delete it
Kim Powers 10:33 pm
cause I dint know you actually did it until now!
Ted Rogers 10:33 pm
you beat around the bush too much
Kim Powers 10:33 pm
how?
you've never given any indication
until now
that you actually have the calls recorded
Ted Rogers 10:34 pm
thats part of the reason I thought it was ok, why I thought u were tight with Sydney
u keep your true felings quite guarded
I'm deleting it from the confessional
Kim Powers 10:34 pm
you told me you'd let me know when you figured it out….so I figured when you let me know I would just tell you
Ted Rogers 10:35 pm
this shouldnt be the very first time I am hearing this, it shoulda been brought up the very second I even mentioned the idea
Kim Powers 10:35 pm
I didn't know you wouldn't tell me
I remember you telling me
I was golfing
didn't really have time to talk
Ted Rogers 10:35 pm
like I said we are going in circles
Kim Powers 10:35 pm
so I just assumed you'd let me know
like yo said you would
Ted Rogers 10:38 pm
kk, well my advice is object right away if its that important to you, dont beat around the bush or wait until I tell, wasting my time figuring it out too btw, cause ur afraid to insult me
just say right away
Kim Powers 10:38 pm
if I knew you weren't going to tell me then I would have
Ted Rogers 10:39 pm
I never would have guessed you had ANY objection when he talked about it
Kim Powers 10:39 pm
I don't understand why you never did
Ted Rogers 10:39 pm
yea but then why not tell me then so I dont waste my time downloading software and stuff right?
Kim Powers 10:39 pm
I guess but it slipped my mind after that
I know I'm wrong
I should have told you
but I had no idea I was being recorded this whole time
Ted Rogers 10:41 pm
and yea I thought u woulda fine with it..actually I wanted to surprise you, but its whatever
Kim Powers 10:41 pm
well you surprised me!
Ted Rogers 10:41 pm
not in a good way lol
Kim Powers 10:42 pm
yes lol
Kim Powers 10:44 pm
I don't even care that its blackmail or whatever…I wouldn't want to be recorded without knowing regardless
Ted Rogers 10:45 pm
noted now
Kim Powers 10:45 pm
thank you
I appreciate that
Ted Rogers 10:46 pm
What can we do to remedy this fucked up situation on our hands
Kim Powers 10:47 pm
well I do trust you
if you actually deleted it
Ted Rogers 10:47 pm
this game is truly destroying friendships
Kim Powers 10:47 pm
cause that shows you do care
Ted Rogers 10:50 pm
here's the thing, if I do I don't have any guarantee, I can just be out as soon as there's a swap... it is basically my only card in the game
Kim Powers 10:51 pm
if you do what?
Ted Rogers 10:51 pm
delete it
Kim Powers 10:51 pm
so you'd post it even knowing this now?
Ted Rogers 10:52 pm
u really wanna get rid of me without reprecussions huh lol..oh man
Kim Powers 10:52 pm
no
i don't even care about that
I would've told you this at any point when I found out I've been recorded
Ted Rogers 10:54 pm
Merge
Kim Powers 10:54 pm
what?
Ted Rogers 10:56 pm
I just want to make the merge, I know i'm like the biggest target right now. If you can convince them for personal reasons...the skype call, im an easy target at the merge..whatever, I'll be fine with that and won't do anything
even if you're behind by going
Ted Rogers 10:57 pm
i know u cant really gurantee anything beyond that
even that would be tough
Kim Powers 10:57 pm
I can do my best but I don't have as much power as you think
Ted Rogers 10:58 pm
u can sway Judd, Miki, Alexis-Vecepia-Wanda...I dont expect Sydney obviously
DD is in tough spot but i think she'd be receptive, I am not after her
Ted Rogers 10:59 pm
If I can just get on the jury, I'll be happy
I have a confession to make btw
yet....another one
Kim Powers 10:59 pm
okay
Ted Rogers 10:59 pm
and this is also extremely frustrating
Kim Powers 11:00 pm
whats up?
Ted Rogers 11:00 pm
this will make the sandra vote make vene more sense..now
u guys had it pegged right
I had an alliance with Coach, and didnt want to vote him out
and now Coach is telling me...after I basically fucked up my entire game to help him
Ted Rogers 11:01 pm
Coach Wade 11:29 am
Which is why I have to weigh up
why I want to spend a lot of time playing
when it's really really busy in my life right now
this is the problem
Ted Rogers 11:29 am
i understand
Coach Wade 11:29 am
if all I'm gonna wind up doing is pissing people off and wasting time
it kinda just feels pointless
Kim Powers 11:01 pm
he's telling you now to help him?
Ted Rogers 11:01 pm
no..he's telling me hie basically has too much on his plate
and he wants to quit
and will go home at this TC
and he will be going home
Kim Powers 11:02 pm
he's going to quit?
Ted Rogers 11:02 pm
he'll search for the idol
and then basically quit
Kim Powers 11:02 pm
when did you align with Coach?
Ted Rogers 11:03 pm
at the very start
thats the other big reason I voted Sandra
I wanted to keep both you AND Coach in the game
Ted Rogers 11:03 pm
even though u2 were sorta of opposed to one another
Kim Powers 11:05 pm
how come you didn't tell me?
Ted Rogers 11:05 pm
now everything probably makes a lot more sense...because u hated him
Ted Rogers 11:06 pm
and I was afriad u would not trust me..and well look how that turned out anyway lol
Kim Powers 11:06 pm
I didn't hate him I just knew he wouldn't work with me
wait
so your mad at me for not hating shadow even though you hate him
but you aligned with coach thinking I hated him
Ted Rogers 11:06 pm
the thing about the shadow, wasnt so much u didnt hate him
it blew my mind that me you and Miki had kind of planned this whole anti-shadow kiwi thing pre-game
and then when we got into the game, it became the opposite
so I felt left out
Kim Powers 11:08 pm
but that makes it sound like that I have to hate everyone you hate
Kim Powers 11:08 pm
I didn't befriend shadow or anything
Ted Rogers 11:08 pm
i actually dont hate him
Kim Powers 11:08 pm
I've been saying that were on good terms now….meaning I don't hate him
Ted Rogers 11:09 pm
I had also thought after sandra left my going on this tribe rather than Baci was a sign I was basically out of the alliance,
but u were in thes shower
and it was just a quick decision
Kim Powers 11:09 pm
yes
and I tried getting you allies
Ted Rogers 11:10 pm
i was accused of being with you
Ted Rogers 11:10 pm
and I denied it, but I ended up making things worse
had I just said fucked Coach, and just relaxed about the whole working with shadow thing, things would have been better
but I am just like...its not my personality I guess I need to work on it
Ted Rogers 11:12 pm
my game has been quite a mess, to say the least
Kim Powers 11:12 pm
honestly, I STILL don't fully understand where this all came from
Ted Rogers 11:13 pm
by THIS you mean?
I really dont know how to explain it better
Ted Rogers 11:15 pm
but I can try if I know want
Kim Powers (Kimmyxxsurvqueen) is available 11:19 pm
Kim Powers 11:21 pm
sorry can you send what you sent since the last thing I said?
Ted Rogers: (11:19:44 PM) but I can try if I know want
Ted Rogers 11:21 pm
Kim Powers 11:12 pm
honestly, I STILL don't fully understand where this all came from
Ted Rogers 11:13 pm
by THIS you mean?
I really dont know how to explain it better
Ted Rogers 11:15 pm
but I can try if I know want
Kim Powers 11:22 pm
oh
like you talking about me and pretty much going against me lol
Ted Rogers 11:24 pm
part of it was so the tribe would keep me, part of it was be being upset over your complaiance with sydney and feeling outcasted
Kim Powers 11:24 pm
again, I just wish you would've talked to me
Ted Rogers 11:25 pm
I thought u were trying to fuck me over for not voting how u wanted, and yea I shouldve
but after u and Judd both yelled at me for awhile I didnt want to anymore
Kim Powers 11:25 pm
I didn't yell lol
Ted Rogers 11:25 pm
at the time I was just done
Kim Powers 11:25 pm
I was begging
Ted Rogers 11:26 pm
and after the sandra vote as well
Ted Rogers 11:26 pm
I was just fried after everything
and then I was considered as a target for being with you
Kim Powers 11:27 pm
by who?
Ted Rogers 11:27 pm
Coach warned me
Cochran
and he was getting support
Kim Powers 11:28 pm
because of me?
I feel so loved
Ted Rogers 11:28 pm
because I was with you
Kim Powers 11:30 pm
hmm
well
I just feel like
you could have done other things
showing stuff to Elyse
won't help you on your tribe
so I don't understand that
Ted Rogers 11:32 pm
i dunno like i said was mad and felt outcasted
