Round 3 Confessional

[Doctor Kenniff]

I don't have a lot to say which is why I haven't written a confessional this round yet. I could have bitched and moaned about the immunity challenge but I decided not to. I knew complaining about it here wasn't going to improve my scores. I thought I would have been the top score in the word search though. I tried several times to improve my score in that but just couldn't.

I could have done better on the jigsaw but didn't do it very many times. I think I only did it like 4 times. I was pretty strapped for time. Hopefully I don't need the immunity anyway and I was kind of operating under that assumption.

Neleh should go. It is only fair. She is inactive. She wouldn't be a good ally down the line to anyone because she isn't online enough. She'd just be a detriment in challenges. She has no reason to stay loyal to Baci. So I really hope she is leaving and no one pulls anything shady. I get bad vibes from some of the people on the tribe though. Kourtney, Danielle, and Shawna all have a shady side to them that I just can't put my finger on. I am going to be very wary of them all. I try and connect with them whenever I see them but they all stay an arms length away.

Chase said one of the boys is getting Neleh's vote. Probably me. Hopefully it is the only vote I get

Cast my vote. Just gonna hope for the best. Things are out of my control now. Everyone is in charge of their own vote. I just gotta hope they fall as they should.

And I really hope we switch after this because I'm not digging this tribe anymore.

Oh and Sydney said she'll share her clue with me so I gotta hit her up for that again today. When I asked last night she apparently hadn't gotten it yet. She very well might not have but she probably got it at some point and didn't rush to share it with me. She is hiding stuff from me. I also figure she has to have some sort of captain prize but hasn't revealed that to me either.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Danielle proposed an official alliance to me. So now I have a F2 (I think) with Danielle considering she proposed it as a duo. If this is true, I'll need to talk to her every day and make sure that relationship is the strongest one I have in this game. I'm surprised she offered me that. Either she is worried about me or we have really clicked and I hadn't picked up on that really.

Not sure how I feel about it. We'll see as time goes on. It could be a beneficial alliance because I consider Danielle to be very social and someone who can make things happen. I like my alliance with Sydney better though, but I don't know how serious Sydney is about the alliance with me.

And there is the small problem in that I'm not afraid to align with people from other tribes if I find better relations down the line.

It's early still.

With a potential swap coming up, I might not even end up on the same tribe as Danielle so this alliance could mean absolutely nothing. At least though, it calms my mind about this vote. Neleh is definitely leaving. Kourtney also messaged me this afternoon and these people wouldn't bother with these things if I was leaving. ~takes some calming pills~

Time for a Barbie-Q!

[Doctor Kenniff]

Coach is proving to be someone I'm really liking so I offered to work with him if we end up together after a tribe swap. He accepted.

It should be no surprise that I wanted to get in an alliance with him. He is one of the two people from Tres En Gwad that I wanted to try and get close to. The other being Brandon. But that hasn't really been panning out and I don't think I want it to because he is too much of a character.

I'm still in good talks with Rob, Carter, and Pete from Poseidon. I need to get back into talking with people from Tribe 1. And I have like little to no bonds with people from Kudumu but there might be room for me to change that. Ted messages me randomly sometimes. I reached out to Alex like I told you. And I can always try and connect with Kim and put aside Season 5.

Swap scares me. I hope I will have good enough connections to help me out if we are swapping.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Syd says the clue said 3 words or less. I will make a list later tonight.