Round 9 Confessionals

[Doctor Kenniff]

So Boston Rob left like I wanted but I didn't have any influence in the vote. FML. I don't think I am going to be able to do anything major in this game. Not influential whatsoever. Rob C doesn't want to work with me I've heard. Colby is in Kim's pocket and Kim is with DD and them. I know I need to make a move at some point but I am afraid to. The longer those of us that want to make a move wait though the less likely we are to be able to change the face of the game. I doubt Colby and Candice will approach me to do anything and I am not going to approach them because I am not close to either of them. Like if I do make a move now I'd be joining with two people that I don't speak to and three people that don't want to work with me. Like seriously? What am I supposed to do? I guess I have to stick with Sydney and them. But then there is the chance that the tides turn again this round and if they do I am the easy target because again...I don't speak to two people and Rob C doesn't even want to work with me LOL. I'm so screwed right now.

Also...DD made it seem like Alexis was leaving and I just had to play cool and say okay...better you do it than me. Then she stayed. Wtf? So has DD tried to turn her against me maybe? By telling her I was fine with her leaving? I wasn't. But I can't very well strongly disagree if my supposed allies think she needs to be taken out.

Kim spoke to me last night for the first time. I guess she finally accepted I wasn't going anywhere just yet. Go suck an egg. I don't know what she has planned but hopefully she reveals some sort of plan to me so I can evaluate my options. I need to figure out my place in the game moving forward. The future is problematic.

[Host Lex]

Where'd you hear Rob C doesn't wanna work with you?

[Doctor Kenniff]

Sydney said Candice told her. I kind of want to confront Rob C about it but I am afraid to because if it is a lie I don't want to alienate myself from him. But if their intent was to make me not want to work with him, whatever...he's not really getting the best reputation or attention right now. Probably best for me to distance myself from him anyway.

I can focus on my alliance with Alex instead. But Alex really needs to be around more for that to work.

[Doctor Kenniff]

BLOCK THIS, BITCH!



Atomic bomb yo ass!

Shawna keeps blocking everything. OMG I am so mad.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Excuse me while I flatter DD into thinking we're super tight and I care so much about her. She messaged me. **barf** So sick of kissing ass. How about some people kiss my ass? ffs.

[Cao Boi]

^ you forget about last season?

[Doctor Kenniff]

Well we were super close and talked every day. I don't talk to DD every day and our convos suck. And no one is kissing my ass in this game. I am really going to have to fight to stay in and make things happen as the game progresses. I hope my convo with Colby tonight shows him that I'm not playing a good game right now and that maybe he will need me in the future to make something happen. He asked me about this season so I took the opportunity to say this game is much different than last season and then went on about how I'm kind of just marching along right now and feel I haven't had much impact. I needed to get that across to him so he realizes I'm not controlling anything and I'm not worth voting out right now.

I am worried about this vote. I have to make sure that Colby and Candice realize that Rob, Carter, Mary are seen as a trio and if Colby/Candice jump back over they are putting themselves in a very bad position down the line. But if they stick with myself, Kourt, Syd, and now Alex then there is room to manoeuvre. Colby has said he wants Carter to be the vote and thinks we can get the votes together for that. But I am being wary of him after he backstabbed Rob. I didn't even say anything about that and he went on about it and said he did not want to be associated with Rob. Okay...well nice to know you are a jumper like I was last season. I said I didn't blame him for not wanting to be associated with Boston Rob because Rob was trolling hard. Still worried though despite the decent convo. Rob C will be campaigning for something to happen.

Dunno where Kourt has been all day but she really cost us the challenge not being around this morning when Vee was sleeping. Funny though, Rob wants to target Alex again or so he said to me. Like people must be afraid to say Baci names to me lol. Oyyy...