The Confessions of Candice

[Candice Woodcock]

So it seems some basic plans have changed since yesterday, which I'm not crazy about, but whatever.

Vee would prefer to vote Colby over Shawna, for a reason having to do with a separate game where she doesn't wanna completely break a tie to Chase. Lying and voting Shawna instead of lying and voting Colby would, for some reason, do less damage, which I don't necessarily understand completely, but whatever. In the case Colby wins immunity, we will switch back to Shawna. The only thing I really don't care for is the fact that Alex may be left out of the vote if he doesn't come back in time, which is a strong possibility. But otherwise it's fine, I'll take more satisfaction with Colby going over Shawna, actually, since I'd have more satisfaction in seeing that compulsive liar leaving.

[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Nineteen:

I'm happy to have a nice, quick round like that, it delayed the inevitable and also got rid of somebody who I take much satisfaction in seeing go.

For the next round, it's between Kim and Shawna. I'd always prefer Shawna just because I already made her vote and have been going for her for so long (by now it's lost all meaning). Whatever happens happens, but I'm thrilled of the way these dominoes are falling.

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[Candice Woodcock]

Colby really must realize that double-crossing me gets him voted out, since it happened in both games we played together! Justice ~ served.

[Candice Woodcock]

Yesterday, Chase messaged both Sean and I telling us that we're not respected by the jurors and a winner will be from that faux-female alliance that doesn't exist. What bothers me the most about this, aside from the pure hilarity of the concept, is that it actually may be true. For some reason I could legitimately see an alliance that never existed being a reason why people may think those girls 'overcome' something. That idea actually really bothered me, and apparently today Shawna is taunting Sean that Sydney, Vee, and Miki are running this right now. Again, I think people may actually believe that, even though they just flipped, therefore not really having a part in the DD vote, and the biggest reason why they're with me is because I'm so tight with Miki. People fail to realize the very strong effect I have on the game and it bothers me, I don't know how to convince these people how I rooted myself with people with power while appearing open to those who didn't and merging those into this perfect alliance we have now. Just the lack of respect I get that I believe I deserve is more than frustrating, and Chase kind of upset me with what he said yesterday and I hope he was just talking out of his ass to try to save himself.

Anyway, we're voting Shawna, it's her time, I want her gone, she's just someone I'd love to see go.

[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Twenty:

I'd write an episode now but now I have to go and write a story...

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[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Twenty-One:

Oh, I've been slacking confessional-wise again. Stupid busyness mixed with being sick.

Anyway, there was nothing too big of note going on around here. The only interesting thing is that my willingness to get rid of Sydney is coming to form. I know for a fact that Alex and Miki are into it, and Vee and I spoke a bit about it, and that's all we need. The only thing is the Idol, which automatically saves her at the next vote (I originally thought it was final 5, but I suppose this is better). If I were evil, I'd try to group Alex, Miki, and Vee together and take out Sydney right here right now, and saving Chase for the next vote. Unfortunately, I'd feel ultimately too dirty if I did that. Chase staying here just goes against my entire philosophy of how this game is to work out, even though it would be a much safer thing to do than leave Sydney here to win immunities until the end of the game.

I'm getting increasingly nervous about the FTC, since I do believe it'd be an uphill battle to get a majority of the votes, but I'm going to hope for the best. I'm gonna try to milk as much credit as possible for the future Sydney vote, and just hope that people get just how calculated and well-thought out my strategy was.

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