[Killin' It] - Confessions

[Andrea]

I love iit! Tell me a story

[Ozzy Lusth]

Congrats on making it to the top row

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Thanks guys!

So much lol today. Chase went up to Miki and said we won't vote Kim this round because we worry about Chase teaming up with Alex/Candice/Sean. Brillant Chase! Well thanks for letting us know what you are planning. That's making it easier to place votes on you dude, and reaffirms the fact that we should vote you this round. (Miki wanted to idol Kim lol)

In the meantime. I was a retard and decided to start my story. Watch 10 episodes of Survivor Australia because I haven't seen that season. (Or at least don't remember any of it) And then realized I have friends coming into town today and it's only like two pages done. Oops. Oh well. Looks like we're going to have a last minute masterpiece on the presses at 7:59:59 tonight! Hot tamale. This is going to be good!

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

This round can be summed up in one word - overbearing.

I feel like this round should be a completely easy vote. All the emphasis is on Kim and cooking her goose, but Candice is scheming and Kim is scrambling. I feel kind of shitty. Miki and I have both lied to Kim this round about keeping her just to appease her so she doesn't try to get the votes on us. I hate doing it. I really do, but I know at least from my end, I feel very insecure about my place right now, because I know someone could easily want to blindside me at this stage of the game, however nothing seems to be amiss yet. People are definitely starting to play and let it be known they want to win this game to, but for now hopefully we can have an easy round and get Kim out of here. I'd love to get Chase out, but Alex/Candice need to be satisfied and as long as they know Chase is still talking shit about them, I don't think there is any shot they team up next round.

We are already trying to utilize Chase for the next round. I don't trust him as far as I could throw him, but Sydney seems to be under the impression he'll be useful to us. I don't think he wants to be anywhere near the F3 chairs with Miki/Sydney or I, so that's a tough sell, but we have the idol so we can see how the next couple of rounds unfold. Candice is under the impression I'd vote out Sydney, and Sean still feels he's covered within this alliance of Me, Miki, and Sydney. I'm sure next round will be the one where havoc is unleashed. Everyone knows Miki and I will be in hiding after the second great betrayal of the all powerful Kim Powers, so it'll motivate them that much more to come after us while we aren't around. Luckily they are unaware about how unbreakable the connection is between the three of us right now, so it's going to be quite comical to watch. It's just annoying we can't have a couple simplistic rounds to get away from the dramaticism of this game. Of course we're on the home stretch and things are bound to heat up, but when you put Kim's head on the chopping block with the clever ready to drop, why try to stir the pot? It's annoying but it would appear the name of this game right now is scramble not survivor, so I guess the best thing to do right now is combat scrambling in any way possible. If that involves lying so be it. It's not what I want to do, and I'm aware it'll probably result in the loss of a Jury vote, but I can only rely on the strengths of my strategic game right now and the fact everyone keeps placing bets on me to be the winner. I just hope when the dust settles tonight, it's not me on the end of some vicious blindside. Taking a walk to Ponderosa is the last thing I want to do tonight.

Video to come.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Another day.. another blindside. Let the scheming thicken.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Well Kim has finally exited to the game for her final time, and there is a sense of calm around camp. It's probably how Barramundi felt when they voted off Jerri in Australia. There's just a sense of closure in a strange way even for me. Despite the fact I voted out a friend, again it just feels like it was the correct move to make. Hell I know it was the correct move to make. I woke up from many angry msgs from Kim. Calling me a cunt. Calling Miki a cunt. He lacks a lot of self awareness. I don't think he ever grasped the fact that we weren't here to play his game. I understand the sense of betrayal he feels right now, but he really is blowing it all out of proportion. How can he be upset when his intention was to never sit next to Mikayla or I in a F2 situation? It's hypocritical, but it happens in this game. It's just an unfortunate event.

It's weird how part of me just wants this game to fast forward a couple more rounds so I can feel some sense of security. I haven't felt safe since the moment DD exited the game because from that point forward my status as a threat had been solidified. And even before then, it had always been a question in everyone's head. Before the backstabbing and the betrayal had to begin, many players were afraid to sit next to me at the final three for fear I'd win the game. Despite the fact I'm getting my wish of the game speeding up with a live challenge tonight, it's bittersweet in the sense I probably won't be immune, and I'll be left to dwell in angst hoping that Candice or Alex or anyone doesn't try to pull a fast one on me. I'm just one big ball of nerves right now. Even with Kim's departure last night, at not one moment did I feel safe or secure. Nothing is ever as it seems in a game like this. I'd love to be able to win this immunity challenge, but I think it's definitely going to be difficult, whatever it is. I'm honestly just hoping Sydney doesn't win. Others are more likely to go after her before they do me, and we'll know about it. I will say if there was ever a time for me to be clutch, I think tonight might just be that night. Fingers crossed?

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

I'm immune <3

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

What a round of paranoia it has been. To sum everything up in a quick sentence.

While last round it was me that was a ball of nerves waiting for the votes to be read on Kim, the roles have reversed this round as it's Sydney who now joins me sharing the same sentiments. Alex threw my name around before I was immune, and then went to Candice saying that Sydney needed to be the vote tonight. When both Candice and Mikayla objected, he threw a fit and promptly logged off. Oh Alex, he consistently waits too late to start playing the game. I said to Sydney if we voted someone out of the Candice/Alex duo, it needs to be him, so hopefully that lays the foundation for her to want to vote out Alex next round and not Candice. Although she has this temptation to idol out Candice tonight. She has absolutely nothing to worry about, but I understand her sense of paranoia, and even if she does play the idol. Everything should still be solid between her Miki and I for the next round, but I wouldn't play an idol I don't need.

As things stand, it does seem too quiet around camp. I guess it's just because everyone is deadset on voting out Chase and honoring the pact the six of us made all these rounds ago, but it certainly puts Sydney and I on edge when the both of us are aware of our status as threats in this game. I hate to vote out Chase. I really do, he's a great guy, but if anybody knows about the dangers of the last man standing in an alliance, it's me, and I don't think he needs to stick around any longer. Even allowing him to have an opening to the FTC would be foolish on our parts because he'd certainly have a shot to nab a lot of Jury votes, so take out the Jury threat while we know we have the shot. If all boils down as plans, Chase will be welcomed to extinction, just like his alliance members before him. If not, I honestly wouldnt be surprised if a blindside is pulled on Mikayla tonight. I think at this point, the ship for Sydney to go has not only sailed, but can be deemed as too risky. If someone gets blindsided tonight it'd be Mikayla. Let's just wait and see if the other four banded together. I sure hope not, but I won't feel comfortable about Chase leaving until the votes are read. Lest us not forget Sydney could save Chase to get rid of Candice. Lord that'd be a mess.

Either way the events that unfold at tonight's tribal council could easily have implications on the rest of the game. The question is, what implications will tonight's vote have? Four more Jury spots to fill. The one that's filled tonight will shed a lot of clarity on whether I feel I'll end up a Juror, or if I'll end up a finalist.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Omg sydney why -__- ugh. That was so dumb. It's going to tie next round. smfh.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

While I don't think the implications of what happened last night will have a major effect on getting to the end of the game yet, I'm definitely concerned. Sydney made a blatantly selfish move last night for someone who has consistently said they'd be okay with making the F5 and getting voted out. That definitely doesn't match up with the move she pulled last night and Mikayla and I are both weary on whether we want to go to the end with her. I just hope she doesn't try and pull another little stunt this round. If nothing else this confirms that her and Sean are a pair. I'm just annoyed bc I told Chase I voted him out and then looked dumb when he stayed. T_T At this point I know what Sydney is doing by saying I'm her Chelsea, but the bottom line is, I can't be Chelsea. I played a much more UTR game in the first half than she did and to go up against that in the FTC even if I'm the odds on favorite to win is going to be a difficult task. I just don't know. I'm annoyed. I was ready for Chase to go, and I adored Candice. I'm just surprised at how quick Alex was to jump at that, his ideal F3 is so 3 guys. I'm sure they will team up next round. They will use this last blindside as a crack between the girls. That's why I'm annoyed. Sydney's selfish move is going to result in that, which is almost why I wonder if it wasn't her plan all along. I'll definitely be nervous walking back into TC two nights from now.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

I'm so pissed at Sydney. I don't know what she's doing and it naturally makes me worried.

Last round - as Mikayla and I both told her - the boys would team up if we took out Candice and here we are! The boys I think are going to team up. All signs point to them voting Mikayla. Ugh I'm so annoyed. Sydney is probably going to play the idol on Mikayla and tell Chase this as a way to swing him, but I honestly think that's going to seal the deal on them voting me, because they see that as their only option with the idol in mind. Sydney asked who I'd want to go against in a TB and as long as it's not endurance, I think I'm going to go with Sean. Also since he's the first to strike on betraying the F3 with me and Miki. I don't know. I don't feel good about this round. Ties are gross. This sucks, I wish I won immunity but oh well. Tomorrow will be interesting.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Hmm, so I wonder first of all. I'm going to do some digging today on who to go against in a TB between the three boys as a worst case scenario, but I almost wonder if I jump on a bandwagon to vote for Mikayla if the boys would attempt a 3-2-1 split making it easier to play the idol. They may be a lot of things but I don't think dumb is one of those. They have to know the idol is coming out tonight for them to be thinking it's going to tie. It's so difficult to read into what they might be thinking, and I certainly don't want to outwit ourselves. God I hate situations like this. Maybe I should just focus on who I could beat in a TB when calling this vote. That's the most important factor since it's worse case scenario.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Dani Vee 9:29 pm
Bc voting for Alex this round is like being given the option to own a horse or a donkey, and picking the donkey. Who the fuck wants a donkey.

*Me talking to Sean about the vote lol.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

I am petrified going into this vote. Literally petrified.

Sydney/Miki/I were going to vote together for Sean, but come to find out, Sean was told by Sydney the F3 was fake, so now we don't know what the fuck to do.

Miki/Sean/I want to vote for Chase but Sydney won't give us a straight answer on where her idol is going, which makes me think she's playing it on Chase, so we need to vote Alex but Alex sucks, why would we waste a vote on him. Plus there is the possibility the boys are all voting together and are trying to split up the girls. Possibly voting for me and saying they are voting for Mikayla. Ugh such a clusterfuck. I am so nervous walking into Tribal tonight, it could so easily be me, and I dont like it. I feel like Sean is trustworthy and Sydney isn't bc she is acting so weird. And it doesn't help to hear she wants one of us out next round. Jinkies! Supposedly Chase is voting for Sean so that rather affirms the suspicions that the idol is being played on him. I hate that we can't really trust Sydney. I don't like the idea of not voting together, but I feel like if we vote out Sean we waive away our rights to some extent. Ugh it sucks. I wish the deadline for this was in like 3 more hours. I feel sick about this vote.

[Snakecepia "Judas" Towery]

Think they voted me. Meep Prob going home.