Round 22 Confessionals

[Doctor Kenniff]

This round is going to be all about Chase management. I'm making sure I'm talking to him now to ensure he knows the me/him/Alex thing is solid and saying to him that we need to vote the same and we need to be tightlipped about which of Vee/Miki we vote just in case Sydney decides to throw the idol to one of them in a "shocking" TC.

Chase suggested we agree with whatever Sydney wants and the three of us vote the opposite way. Good suggestion.

I've gone completely Turncoat now and I think it was pretty silly for me to think I could play this game without doing so. People turned it into a dirty game when they started blindsiding people. I had to roll around in the mud and get dirty with them.

Candice told me post-boot or rather implied that I'd heard wrong about her wanting me out at F6 or F5. It makes me worry a bit that maybe Chase, Alex, Sydney have a F3 and all three of them played me this round. I don't think the guys are that dumb though and wouldn't just hand Sydney a win like that.

Hoping Sydney wins immunity this round and passes me the idol so I am 100% safe also even though I think right now the game is on cruise control. Both guys and myself know our best shot is against each other.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Ugh I don't see how I can win this game. If Chase makes the end then he wins. If any of the girls make the end then they win.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Update the Episode Guide

[Doctor Kenniff]

[Host Lex]

Aug 2, 2013 14:30:09 GMT -5 Doctor Kenniff said:

Update the Episode Guide

Can't! That was Brett's job. He has the file

[Doctor Kenniff]

Complicated round. I can see myself being idol'd out. By my own idol Idol ironic for sure

The plan right now is to push Chase to Vee/Miki but then me/Chase/Alex vote for Vee. Which sucks...I don't want to vote for Vee...but she is too good at endurance and I need to ensure that me/Chase/Alex get through this round intact. I'd like to think that if the idol came into play that Alex would be idol'd out but that would suck for me big time because then I wouldn't know where I stand after I'd have lied to a ton of people again this round.

I don't want the idol to come out. I am tempted to actually just vote Chase but now that I heard Sydney doesn't want to...that is not helpful. Sydney wants one of me/Alex out I guess. omg. So shitty. I'd think she would want Alex out? Please. This round sucks.

[Doctor Kenniff]

Okay so I'm really torn. Do I do Chase's plan that he like so perfectly put together and come across as a huge backstabber? Or do I backstab him and actually vote him out? lol

It's almost too perfect that he laid this out for me and I get a target him for free pass. He could very well win at the end. Do Alex and I stand a better shot winning against Miki? Do I stand a shot if Vee and Miki actually take me to the end with them? I played a "loyal" game and would be able to argue that at the end if I am against Vee and Miki. Could I get some of the votes Chase would have had plus Sydney and Alex. If I stand alone on this vote and don't inform Alex then I can't be seen as playing with the crutch of another person. Hmm. What to do, what to do. Also on one hand I am pissed about Vee not handing me immunity last round and would like to vote her out because of it. Decisions, decisions. I hope I am safe regardless now after I talked with Miki.

[Doctor Kenniff]

I might have to change my vote but I don't know. Ugh.