The Confessions of Candice

[Candice Woodcock]

I'm voting Ted now because he'd do nothing for my game. We plan on getting rid of Kim next, completely negating the ridiculous outcast twist. It's my knowledge that the majority is voting Ted now, and I know that basically everyone but Judd or Alex would go for Kim next. Sydney and Miki already confirmed that with me.

I'll go more in depth later, I'm just posting this confessional because I won't be around until later to do so.

[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Fourteen:

So, although I've been aching to see Kim go, Danielle was able to convince me that it does make more sense to get rid of Wanda. Keeping a number would make it much, much easier to get rid of Vee and her Idol sooner, and once it's gone, then I'll push for Kim to go. I already told Miki and Colby about why I want to do that, and about how I'm trying to get all of us + Judd in the final 7. The only reason I have yet to tell Judd is because he may be tight with Danielle, and if that's the case, I can't outright say I want Danielle gone in the longer haul. I understand how ridiculously far ahead I'm thinking, but everything has to fall into place now for it to even be possible. If it doesn't work out the way I intend I'll dodge any curveballs.

Sydney also has a strange thing with Chase where she really wants him to go over Wanda. It doesn't really matter since we're getting rid of Wanda first, but I just found that interesting. Also, I don't trust that Danielle would be okay for getting rid of Kim once the Idol's gone just based on our conversations, but I'll still be able to pull that off with the numbers I do have.

Also, I'd kill if you guys throw another Idol into the game...

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[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Fifteen:

Conveying how I feel right now will be a really long confessional I don't feel like posting at the moment, be patient. I'm not necessarily annoyed that Alexis went, but there are so many suspicious things that went along with it that really drive me crazy.

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[Candice Woodcock]

Alexis leaving over Wanda was definitely a shock to me. I did speak to everyone about it after, and some were saying they thought I was aware, which is possible because Miki did IM me I just didn't see it until after the vote. Sydney and Danielle, however, admitted to not wanting me to know. Danielle thinking that doesn't matter, but Sydney thinking so was kind of frustrated. She is really suspicious of Colby, and thinks he's rooted with Vee.

Now onto this vote, I'm thinking it may be Sean. As guilty as I feel going against him, Kim showed me a conversation where he admitted to getting an Idol, and that definitely needs to get out of here. I still wouldn't mind Wanda going, though, because she'd definitely not be a person to help split the votes next round, which I still want to make happen. I have mixed feelings, but I think it may be Sean.

[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Sixteen:

Alright, so immediately after posting that confessional I began to realize how big of a mistake it would be to cross Sean right now. Due to my depleted trust in basically everybody left in the game, keeping someone I have no tie with (Wanda), would have been nothing but bad. So luckily, me and Kim further talked about it and just decided to go Wanda, which I would have done anyway. So Wanda going was definitely a good thing.

Now onto the way the game is seemingly falling into complete ambiguity from my point of view:

My trust is basically faltering with everybody I'm playing with. Of course at this moment there's nothing I could do but have faith in the moves I've made, but everyone I've invested trust with (aside from maybe Miki and Judd) has disappointed me in some way. The aftermath of Sydney getting out Alexis was what actually made me doubt her as an ally, not exactly her lying to me. Whenever I spoke to anybody after who also voted Wanda, they kept saying that Sydney spoke to them and everything's okay now. That's majorly suspicious because it just further shows how she's in with nearly everybody. She has been promising me things to a point, and was seemingly very disappointed when I made it seem like I was really bothered by her lying to me, but I wouldn't be shocked if it were all an act.

Colby, on the other hand, has also been acting suspiciously toward me. We haven't been acting nearly as close as we did earlier, and he also told Sean that I was out to get him the last round, which, as true as it sounds, isn't true. I was more entertaining the thought of Sean going, and even that was during the afternoon, and according to the conversation between Sydney and Sean that Syd sent me, Colby told him I was going for him long before I actually even spoke to Colby. So add that in with my suspicions of Colby just using me for information, and I have a problem here.

And if the next round is a double-boot, as it appears, it definitely complicates things. Danielle has been thinking of using our immunity, and with our strategy of the use of the necklace, she has priority over it this round. And whatever plan I had to get rid of Vee's Idol is also a little fucked up by the large amount of votes that may be cast next round. Also, I want Shawna and Kim both out of here, but keep seeing that as something that will be really difficult to pull off. Shawna is close to both Sydney and Miki, and Kim is always a huge question mark for some reason. I'm still threatened by her, but am hoping I can turn things around on her, especially since Miki mentioned something about wanting to cut loose of Kim.

Oh, and Sean possibly having an Idol is also quite annoying, but I suppose it could be in worse hands.

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[Candice Woodcock]

^That was written very quickly and was much longer than I intended it to be, ignore any ridiculous grammatical or spelling errors!

[Candice Woodcock]

Why do I always have significantly lower post counts than everyone else?

[Candice Woodcock]

So a double vote where I'm not vulnerable, that's pretty cool. It leaves me able to make many risks without worrying about direct consequences right now.

I'm really trying to pull getting rid of Shawna, since I barely speak to her, I don't particularly care for her, and she's useless to my game, but it turns out being a more difficult thing to do than I originally thought.

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[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Seventeen:

Well that was definitely nuts. I knew all day yesterday that Shawna wasn't going anywhere, but I really wasn't suspecting it to be Judd and Kourtney. They pulled off that vote really well, but I'm not entirely threatened by them. I still trust that Miki is with me, and I don't really see them as something so tight.

Anyway, another huge thing here is that Sydney has an Idol. With the generally assumed alliance of Sean-Sydney-Me-Alex, Sydney having an Idol makes me very happy, especially because I think everybody thinks that Idol died with Judd!

I don't necessarily mind Judd or Kourtney leaving, since Judd started flipping out on me yesterday, calling me abrasive and saying that with my attitude this past round I'm not gonna last much longer (ha, ironic), and Kourtney has always kind of been quiet to me, and I never saw any long-game with her.

Miki wants me to stick with that six, which is nothing short of hilarious. The day I work with Shawna is the day I work with John (you know who I'm talking about), she's always so passive-aggressive with me, and every conversation I have with her leaves me wishing I said meaner things once it's over. Also, she knows I don't like her, and I know she doesn't like me.

I still have yet to talk to Danielle, which I'm excited for because it was her that said "I always wanted to work with you," and then managed to lie to me about 2 out of the last 3 votes. Sydney being pissed at her, however, is hilarious, because it totally tears apart their tie. It'd be awesome if Shawna and Danielle are the next two to go, but that would take some deep strategies. Fortunately, I don't feel like this is how my game will end, and I don't see them keeping this power. Oh, and I want Chase and Kim gone too. I want none of the four winning, at all.

This forces me to reevaluate all of my plans, which may honestly be for the better. I'm excited for the round to come, and I'm hoping I have immunity again.

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[Candice Woodcock]

Alright, so a few things have happened since I last posted a confessional.

I spoke to Danielle, it's really nothing to talk about. She apologized, I flat-out called her a bullshitter and said I didn't trust her, and we proceeded to discuss Mariah Carey. I do actually like her as a human being, but she needs to go.

Anyway, it seems I have the majority now, which I actually saw coming. Since the four of us who were not in the know (Alex, Sean, Sydney, and I) are currently aligned, it only takes two to give us the majority. With my deep connection with Miki, and Miki's connection to the outcast Vee, we have those two.

It was pretty easy to go for Danielle first. As much as I don't like Shawna, Danielle going would be so much more satisfying, just because I feel she has it coming with the blatantly nasty moves she's made all throughout the merge. She's also most threatening out of the four. By the next vote, however, I'm gonna push for Shawna.

Another huge revelation, other than Alex saying he wants to be really close to me, is what Vee and I spoke about. She started talking to me, and mentioned how concerned she is about endgame plans; a pretty transparent way to get me into a conversation promising some sort of endgame plan. After I said that I didn't really know of any endgame plans, I asked her if she had anything in mind, in which she said she wanted to work with me and another. I knew she meant Miki, and once I mentioned it she started talking about us being a F3, which scared me at first, then I realized that it actually may not be a bad idea. Vee is trustworthy since she's relatively alone, and I think I'd be able to beat her in the case of a FTC. Miki and I spoke about it soon after and she was also on board, saying she was thinking of an endgame like that too. So today was a pretty cool day.

Another thing, is that I'm supposedly the one getting votes from the four of them. Even though I trust wholeheartedly that Miki and Vee are going to vote for Danielle, I still sense something going. It's total nerves that sprout from just being on the chopping block, but with auction prizes still here, who knows what any of them can hold. Two nullfifers or something equally as powerful will result in me going home, which would just be awful.

[Candice Woodcock]

Lex, you may find it strange that I know this (because it is strange), but you actually have the same birthday as the actress who portrays the girl in my signature! I'm jealous, really.

[Candice Woodcock]

Episode Eighteen:

Bye, Danielle!

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[Host Lex]

Jul 23, 2013 15:01:07 GMT -5 Candice Woodcock said:

Lex, you may find it strange that I know this (because it is strange), but you actually have the same birthday as the actress who portrays the girl in my signature! I'm jealous, really.

I'm SO honored

[Candice Woodcock]

As you should be.

Anyway, that vote was amazing.

Danielle really needed to go, and the fact that it was me who they were going for only makes it better. Also, Danielle's parchment for me was, as I said, great. Loved it.

But now I have to move on, and look to the future that would hopefully be just as great as what just happened. With this live challenge and tribal that I may or may not be here for, it just appears to me as an easy way to get rid of one of two people I would take much satisfaction in leaving: Shawna and Colby. The plan, I think, is, vote Shawna and if she's immune vote Colby. This is really ideal.

In addition to the final three alliance of Vee, Miki, and myself, Sydney started a group message and added herself as a fourth member, and revealed to them that she had an idol. I have mixed feelings about her being a fourth, since she's such a physical threat that she'd definitely win the FIC and then win. I wouldn't be shocked if she gets cut a bit earlier to avoid that. As much as I'd hate doing that because I love her, and I think she'd wanna kill me afterward, it's something that needs to happen. Oh, and that Idol certainly isn't helping her case.

I really can't wait to speak to Colby. Not only did he, yesterday, promise not to vote me if I didn't vote him, but even today he messaged me and told me it was Sean. Someone has a compulsive lying problem!

[Candice Woodcock]

Shawna (10:43:31 PM): LOL I wasted a good parchment on you :-P
Candice Woodcock (10:44:59 PM): Haha, well I liked it. :-)
Candice Woodcock (10:45:10 PM): I was curious, why that quote?
Shawna (10:48:40 PM): haha
Shawna (10:48:48 PM): it was just kind of a :-P to you
Shawna (10:48:51 PM): since I know you like angel
Shawna (10:49:20 PM): and it was programmed by spike into the buffybot
Candice Woodcock (10:49:35 PM): no I remembered the quote, but I'm not that crazy about Angel lol
Shawna (10:49:42 PM): oh i thought you were
Shawna (10:49:45 PM): damn
Shawna (10:49:46 PM): lol
Candice Woodcock (10:49:49 PM): I hated him on Buffy
Candice Woodcock (10:49:54 PM): I liked him better on Angel
Candice Woodcock (10:50:01 PM): but yeah I was never too big on him lol
Candice Woodcock (10:50:09 PM): but I still really liked it!
Shawna (10:50:11 PM): I dont know many quotes from Angel
Candice Woodcock (10:50:24 PM): You and DD tailored your votes to me, it was an honor
Shawna (10:50:34 PM): haha you bootlisted your vote on me :-P
Shawna (10:50:44 PM): I didnt even know they did that
Shawna (10:50:49 PM): made parchments for bootlists
Shawna (10:50:57 PM): I guess it makes sense
Candice Woodcock (10:51:17 PM): I know! I wish I could have made a vote for you but I was out literally the entire day.
Shawna (10:54:11 PM): You couldn't have taken a break in the campaigning? pfft
Shawna (10:54:12 PM): lol
Candice Woodcock (10:57:13 PM): Please, I'd barely call it campaigning haha
Shawna (10:57:19 PM): lol
Shawna (10:57:27 PM): I think it's kind of funny though
Shawna (10:57:59 PM): how we both want each other out but it doesnt happen...like i almost want to just say nevermind
Candice Woodcock (10:58:30 PM): haha it's really funny. It wasn't meant to be lol
Candice Woodcock (10:58:35 PM): It's funnier how we could talk and laugh about it
Shawna (10:58:39 PM): I know
Shawna (10:58:55 PM): I posted our convo in my confessional
Shawna (10:59:03 PM): the one where i asked you why you wanted me out so bad
Shawna (10:59:07 PM): just as an lol
Shawna (10:59:12 PM): because it was just so matter of fact
Candice Woodcock (10:59:40 PM): hahahahaha, that's how I felt about it lol
Candice Woodcock (10:59:47 PM): I'd be lying if I didn't love the way you asked me why
Shawna (10:59:53 PM): and we both know it's not personal
Shawna (10:59:56 PM): that's the other thing
Candice Woodcock (10:59:58 PM): "was it me saving you back on that tribe"
Shawna (11:00:02 PM): haha
Shawna (11:00:03 PM): i know
Candice Woodcock (11:01:44 PM): Okay, so I gotta ask, did you ever not like me or was it just me being ridiculously paranoid?
Shawna (11:02:02 PM): No, I just barely talked to you
Shawna (11:02:08 PM): idk why you thought I didn't like you
Shawna (11:02:23 PM): I just thought we didn't really interact much, and then I heard you wanted me out
Shawna (11:02:32 PM): so of course I wanted you out after that
Shawna (11:03:19 PM): You're a female right?
Candice Woodcock (11:03:22 PM): Yeah
Shawna (11:03:27 PM): lol there are only 3 of us
Shawna (11:03:33 PM): someone pointed that out
Shawna (11:03:37 PM): only 3 real females
Candice Woodcock (11:03:43 PM): Yeah they did at the auction
Candice Woodcock (11:03:45 PM): me, you, and Miki
Shawna (11:03:47 PM): ah ok
Candice Woodcock (11:04:14 PM): and yeah lol I, of course, don't blame you for wanting me out
Shawna (11:06:28 PM): the way things are going, we could end up being here together for a while lol
Candice Woodcock (11:08:34 PM): We really might, this game has no direction at al lol
Candice Woodcock (11:08:37 PM): all*
Shawna (11:09:20 PM): I figured whatever happens, we may as well talk
Candice Woodcock (11:10:30 PM): We really should, I feel like it always seems so awkward between us and it doesn't have to
Shawna (11:10:58 PM): so how did you get the title "The Fighter?"
Candice Woodcock (11:12:58 PM): Because I was set to get voted out at 8th in SI2, but instead got myself in between an alliance that seemed really tight and, I guess, "fought", all the way to the final 3
Candice Woodcock (11:13:41 PM): And you're "The Amazon" because, well, that's Shawna's season? Or was it more?
Shawna (11:14:58 PM): yeah pretty much I guess
Shawna (11:15:25 PM): I also fought against an alliance to stay until i was voted out i guess
Candice Woodcock (11:16:06 PM): So you were "strong like an amazon" :-)
Candice Woodcock (11:16:09 PM): God I'm a nerd
Shawna (11:16:22 PM): kinda
Shawna (11:16:35 PM): I'd like to think that lol
Candice Woodcock (11:18:07 PM): Iirc as a PW i rooted for you
Shawna (11:18:17 PM): oh did you?
Shawna (11:18:26 PM): idr who the pw's wee
Shawna (11:18:28 PM): were
Shawna (11:18:39 PM): i guess i probably noticed you were
Shawna (11:18:51 PM): no pw's ever posted in my dr lol
Shawna (11:18:52 PM): barely
Candice Woodcock (11:19:04 PM): But I think your season was the one I got married during so I wasn't paying mcuh attention
Shawna (11:19:11 PM): for real?
Candice Woodcock (11:19:20 PM): oh, yeah
Candice Woodcock (11:19:23 PM): lol
Shawna (11:19:24 PM): oh congrats!
Shawna (11:19:31 PM): so you're a newlywed basically
Shawna (11:19:43 PM): Im not a very good pw usually
Shawna (11:19:50 PM): It's hard to pay attention if I'm not in the game
Candice Woodcock (11:20:05 PM): I am never one lol, exactly. I never have the willingness to look through confessionals
Shawna (11:20:27 PM): lol
Candice Woodcock (11:20:28 PM): and idk if we're still considered newlyweds. A year? We were actually talking about this recently lol
Candice Woodcock (11:20:34 PM): but thanks <3
Shawna (11:20:38 PM): that's very early still
Candice Woodcock (11:21:20 PM): Oh yeah, it is

Aw, she's being so sweet. I mean I know she knows she's going next, and this could easily be some attempt to stay on good terms, but now we'll at least be fake nice to each other instead of really awkward. I hope she's not being fake though, because I actually like her a lot better after this conversation, and I'm certainly not being fake to her. I do know for a fact though, that she didn't like me.

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